Elvis Presley - How Great Thou Art 1977

I am posting this video for a trully special little girl, a real life "Angel" she is now with our Lord and Saviour! I am sure you have all heard of her her name is Christina Taylor, she was burried a few days ago in Tuscon Arizona. Sadly she was one of the people killed in that senseless killing rampage. I refuse to post her murderers name as he is not important the important one here is this precious little girl, her life was taken far too soon! This little "Angel" was born on Sept.11th the day the world stood still, our beautiful Twin Towers fell and oh God in Heaven so very very many lives were lost. This little girl was special from day one, she always wanted to do things and she did whatever she set her mind to. Infact she was the only girl playing ball on the baseball team, all the other players were boys but that didn't deter her, oh no Christina knew she was gifted and that she could do whatever she put her mind to, so she made the team. She was so young but already she was interested in Politics. She was elected to be the Class President so that was huge, wow she had won her first election, she was on her way. Well a dear friend of her's offered to take her to the Rally at the Safeway, ofcourse her parents had no problem with this as it was a great opportunity for Christina to meet a lady and shake hands with her, sadly she never got to shake hands with her as she was gunned down by a maniac before her dream could be realized.
It breaks my heart that this tiny soul is no longer with us, she was an inspiration to so very many people, this will sound so little but I must say it as to me it trully is alot, my doctors have been telling me you can't do this and you can't do that and well I been missing "Matt my husband" so very much" that I was going along with whatever they were saying I really didn't want to live anymore but when I read about this little girl and how much she had done, looked into those big brown eyes something happened to me, for the first time in a very longtime I decided I didn't want to die, I know it sounds morbid, but to be honest with all of you, I have been living my life for the day I'd die and join my husband, I knew it shouldn't be too long,well now I have decided to fight, I don't want to die, heck no I want to live, so I am going to die to live instead of the reverse.
I say God Bless You "Christina Taylor" because of your courage by golly I am going to give it my all, I am going to take a computer course so I can get a really good job and tell the govt where they can go pardon the punch but it is true lol.........."Rest in Peace You Sweet Angel" Oh God You are so very missed"!!!!!!!!!!!
love nikkixo

Emerson Drive - When I See You Again

When I first heard this song, I thought right away of my beloved Matt, I miss him each and every single day, he'd of loved this song, I know he had people he missed and I thank God he can now talk with them each and every single day anytime he wants to, I hope he knows how missed and very loved he is and he always will be. I know they did this song because they too miss someone terribly they miss their beloved drummer, and I also Believe that he heard them singing and playing their insruments and it was for him, I have no doubt that he does indeed know, just like I Believe with all of my heart and soul that Matt hears this song and knows how much I miss him and look forward to seeing him again, but I also have learned something else, I am trying each and everyday of my life to live in the present and not just in the past, I have been trying to go forward, I remember a conversation I had with Matt, it was a good year before I lost him, the doctor's a couple of them had given up on him and he was no fool he knew it, so he too had begun to give up, I wouldn't let him, I heard what he was trying to tell me, to live, that I was still young, he even said I was good looking ( to him ) lol.. anyhow I cut him short, I even got alittle mad at him, I told him there wasn't another man alive I would ever be interested in, He was "My Soul Mate" I told him that then, and I tell him again today, however that day I got through to him, I told him he was listening to people who didn't even know him, I said Matt I know you better than anyone on this earth, I have spent many years with you night and day, I have gone through a couple of rounds of chemo with you, this doctor hasn't he doesn't know how it affects you, I reminded him of the ammount of pain meds they were giving to him, and God love him, I did get through and I asked him for one day to try to talk with the doctor when he came in the following morning he said okay, well the doctor who was on God Bless Him, he did listen and Matt was home for good 2days later, and he lived an entire year more, they wanted to put him in Palative Care, no more transfussions nothing except pain meds, well had they done that I'd have lost him then, thankfully this doctor had a heart and he gave me the benefit of the doubt, cut the pain meds off and thankfully he saw I was indeed right, Matt was sitting up eating breakfast when he next came in, he allowed him that afternoon home and the following day he discarged him, the doctor's are not always right, if you happen to be reading this, please if you have someone who is ill, be sure you have no doubt, remember you know your loved one better than they do, make absolute sure there trully is nothing that can be done you might just have your loved one awhole lot longer! I thank-you and wish you all the best! God Bless! xo

p.s."Baby" I love & miss you so very much, until we meet again!xoxoxo